I don't know why, but tonight I feel lost. I feel my heart's missing something. My life's missing something.
Like it's something I've grown very comfortable to and I want it back.
I'm afraid of what it is. I'm afraid I want to go back to comfortable times. I know I was contented. I know I was focused. I know I had everything planned. But I also know that it led to no good in the end.
It begs me to wonder what life has in store for me whether there's even a plan at all.