lecture- mr william tan

yes.. ttz wad i'm listenin 2 ryt now.. lol! haha!! lyk i min.. wth la.. heh!! he's teachin us abt IT in business.. and hir we r emailin and practically spammin each other la.. hah!! damn damn cold but thnk god thrz an hour tt we have 2 ourselves..

mornin started out ok and yea.. everitin iz normal normal la.. heh! damn bored.. notin 2 blog abt and yet i wanna blog.. i gues boredom kinda led mi 2 tiz la.. hah!

so.. i shaL b off.. hope i c my sec sch frenz sumtym soon.. haiz.. kinda miss thier nonsense.. haiz.. i'm out.. gonna join my new class in spammin each other.. and our teacher jz said he was hungry 4 questions.. i'm hungry 4 makan.. ok.. he's abt 2 dismiss us.. cyA ppL.. shall blog sooN..=)

To The End- MCR

it april 13th!! hah!! my bro's bday!! HaPPy birthdaY bro!! he's 15 in case u wanna noe.. and yes.. he's more goodlooking thn i am.. haha!!

ok.. so i missed my DIP ting tiz morning.. woke up at lyk 10 i tink.. and thn i was lyk.. damn.. and my mum came in and told mi tt i had 2 go for prayers @ 2 so yea.. i gues tt'll b my excuse for not makin it 4 DIP.. heh! itz a lie bt wth la..

i realised sumtin ytd.. whn i look at my tagboard.. it seems tt ppL onli tag if they see thier name in it.. so yea.. was tinkin.. mayb i shld write more abt thm rather thn myself.. but thn tt wld totaLi defeat the prupose of havin a blog la..ryt?? lol!! so yea.. decided tt i'd rather stick 2 my lame ass day 2 day stuff and yea.. mayb sum logical writing once in a while.. can't bliv tt i was actuali on the edge of deletin tiz blog jz a few days ago.. was tinkin tt i'd neva have the tym nor the motivation or inspiration 2 blog.. but yea.. hir i am.. rantin bout my damn nonsense.. yes.. sue mi.. itz my blog.. i guess i'm allowed 2 rant non sensical stuff as weLL yea?? haha!!

so.. was tinkin bout my sec sch frenz as weLL.. damn.. kinda scared bout losin thm.. i min lyk.. u noe.. i move on.. have mre frenz.. and lyk.. they're left bhind.. i min.. itz impossible 4 tt 2 happen 2 the hommiez la.. but i was tinkin more on the cyn and sam basis.. rili gotta mit up wid thm as often as possible la.. ttz wad i'm tinkin.. sarrah 2.. wonder if lyk i'll b able 2 mke tym wid ol the stuff my PTN told mi tt i have.. haiz.. damn la.. weLL gaLz.. ppL.. i'll do my best 2 mke u guyz realise tt i'm alwayz hir yea.. if ya see mi online, SHOUT OUT!! hah! and i'll respond.. we're gonna mit up.. soon......

hmmm.. yea.. well now tt ttz off my shoulders.. i shall b off for prayers.. i'll b back wid mre stuff soon yea??=) tke cre ppL.. my frenz.. u guyz r always remembered=)

`would you carry mi, to the end? i noe u guyz will...

let there be love- oaSiS

so.. SP.. maaaan... whr in the world do i start.. soo much 2 say man.. ok.. let's start wid the train ride thr.. BY MYSELF.. yes.. i was.. i clouldn't bliv myself but i was.. hah! and so was 2day la.. ALONE..

howeva.. i feel as though itz aite la.. i min.. i getta haf sum alone tym and plus.. w/o those noisy clowns.. i can actuali peacefully listen 2 my MP3 and doze my way 2 skooL.. heh!

so 1st day.. did quite a bit of activities.. blah hir blah thr.. sweaty.. class bonded.. ryt.. my class.. well.. my class is over dominant wid chinese and gals.. ok.. tt myt not hv come out ryt.. weLL.. my class lyk 2 non chinese.. and four guys.. andthe rest r chinese and gals la.. yea.. hmmm.. proportionate ey.. heh!!

yea.. but we're a cool bunch la.. fun lovin and yea.. they're talkative as weLL.. lucky 4 mi i guess.. i jz pray tt i'll b able 2 mix wid thm well and not say anitin anitin stupid 2 offend thm la..(sam shld noe wad my dumb mouth is capable of:P) besides tt.. ytd was aite..

2day was kinda fun though.. cuz we had the SB fantasy pageant! haha!! it was damn funi.. i got in2 the semis and got eliminated no thnx 2 a faulty paper box.. if u hv no idea wad i'm talkin ab.. ask mi personaLLy.. doubt u'll get the pic evn if i explain.. so yea.. movin on.. the pageant was won by tiz awesome couple hu dressed gothic.. kinda awesome la.. heh! aniwayz.. congratz u 2!!=)

was wid gwean on the way home.. and yea.. she dropped at kranji and MUNI got on at woodlands.. wanna noe the funi ting.. i didn'y say hi.. cuz lyk i didn't noe if it was the REAL muni i knew.. so i took a few stares.. and lyk finally gathered he guts 2 ask if she was muni not.. hnk god she was.. after tt.. we started laughin lyk CRAZY!! she was lyk tryin her best 2 quieten mi dwn but i jz couldn't tahan la.. i min.. ppL.. we spent 5 frekkin minutes wonderin if we were the ppL we both tot we were.. ok.. tt came out totaLi confusin.. heh! but criously.. if u were thr.. u would haf laughed ya ss off la..hahahah!!

yea.. and ttz the end of day 2.. simple.. yea.. 2ml's gonna lame flag day collection.. haiz.. gotta go beg for money.. wonder if i shld bring along NP shirt and do dumb stuff.. heh! and btw.. karl is fcukin funi.. sam has a huge ass.. and sarrah is not smart.. thNk u!!

one more ting.. to hommieZ.. sry bout makin u guYz wait yea.. orientation took longer thn expected.. kaiz.. wid tt.. i'm out.. tKe cre ppL..=)

`to know hu we are, we're still to far....

dark blue- jack's mannequin

oh maan.. k.. soo it has been a frekin long tym ey.. i have no idea whr 2 start man.. i min.. thrz soo muzh runnin thru my head ryt.. hah! well thn.. i guess i'll juz start of wid the most recent and if anitin sparks off frm thr i'll jz blog abt thm as weLL..

so.. most of ya peepz shld noe tt SPSU's FO camp juz ended.. and i pray no1 heeded my werds and joined it sakz.. sial la.. camp.. totaLi SUCKED!! yea.. it did.. i min.. frm the start.. they started torturin us.. PUSH UPS PPL!!! ya.. sial la.. and lyk.. mi and one of my family member, amy, juz stood up.. and lyk we look at our parents(group leader) and they were lyk juz do juz do.. so we did it la.. and thn vik's family(group) started 2 fight back and shout at the guy askin us 2 do push ups.. sial la.. haven't evn start and lyk the camp was lyk boot camp la..

thn came up the games and lyk.. they wanted us 2 greet everi single person.. waH! tt 1 i tell u.. damn damn sian.. we had 2 greet in heriachy(accordance 2 rank) and ol la.. jz tt can cause ya a sorethroat cuz lyk they wanted u 2 do it as loud as possible.. i tell u.. probz started frm thr.. my family members were complainin and ol.. haiz.. damn damn sad sakz.. i felt lyk one kind sakz.. i min.. they way they did ting.. it wasn't ryt la.. 4 wadeva reason..

thn the day passed and lyk everitin was ok.. till nyt fell.. tt was whn lyk i had enuff.. cuz evn in the afternoon they were toturin us.. askin us 2 do tiz.. and tt.. run hir.. cheer louder.. cheers wid thier names in it.. and thn at nyt the tortures became worse.. i began rebel.. i could no longer stand 2 see myself and my family members go thru these kinda punishments sakz.. so i rebelled.. i made practically frussed the GP(the punishers!) lyk siow la.. till he said fuck! haha! at tt point of tym i was lyk damn happy la.. i tot i won cuz lyk the other GPs came ovr and stopped him.. but thn.. he went 2 family and started torturin thm ryt in frmnt of mi.. and thn my mum came ovr and told mi 2 give it up.. at tt point.. i tell u.. guilt filled mi up.. tt kind of feelin.. itz lyk.. i duno how 2 explain it la.. itz lyk.. i was on a high u noe.. i was practically smirkin at him till he did tt and my mum came ovr.. i couldn't tke it.. i broke.. i felt as though i had put thm in2 a worse situation tt they alredi were.. summore.. it was lyk.. i duno la.. loads of stuff juz filled mi up and i broke.. so after tt i juz had 2 get back in2 in my family and juz continue.. thruout the whole ting i jz kept endurin everitin 4 my family la..

went 2 slp and b4 i knew it.. day broke and we were playin tug of war.. abd bliv it or not.. the GPs said please and proceed 2 playin.. WTH SAKZ??!! lyk a whole lot of stuff was runnin thru my mind.. i was totaLi unsure of how 2 respond 2 thm sakz.. whn we greeted thm they were lyk no nid 2 greet.. i totaLi stun... i was lyk.. HUH??! haha!! i tell u.. it was damn funni la.. u shld hv seen ol our faces.. it was lyk everi single person had the same face on.. it was frekin funi!! hah!!

thn came nyt and we finally realised tt these GPs were actuaLi tryin 2 make us leave camp and 2 learn 2 control our temper and actuaLi learn how impt togetherness iz.. yea.. weLL.. GPs.. mission success..after tt we were lyk abidin by most of the stuff they drilled in2 us la.. heh.. i slpt at campfire but woke up for wan's fantastic perfomance as a SHIM!!!(shemale) i tell u.. i was laughin lyk hell.. heh!! he rili look lyk one cuz afterall, he had a small.. ahem.. shall not mention it la.. but u guyz noe wad i'm talkin abt.. aniwayz.. thr was disco after tt and tt was awesome as well.. haha!! had loads of fun la dancin and ol.. heh!! ol the northland guyz were lyk rubbin each other 4 cryin out loud.. damn fcukin funi!!! wahahahah!! thn whn we got bored.. we went wid the GP 2 go prank ppL.. hahaha!! i tell u.. now tt was fcukin funi.. ppL had thier armpits up and we were lyk puttin colgate in thier armpit and nipples and bellybuttons.. marc has a few pics of thm so if u wanna see the carnage we created.. go ask him for picz.. hahahaha!!

weLL thn.. back 2 impt stuff..camp was sucky.. but the ppL.. unforgettable.. CRETACEOUS!! ttz my family name.. and my sistaz r: Lilin, Regina, Jasmine, Weini.. and my broz: rahim, jeremy, horace,zhen long, jian liang, chris, hanafi, melvin, sam... and the ppL hu i respect of most in the camp r my parents: Zoah(dad), Luccia(mum).. thnk u guyz for carryin mi up whn i'm done yea.. w/o u guyz.. i would have left the camp on the veri first nyt..=)

i applaude if u made it tiz far man.. cuz if i aint wrong.. tiz iz my longest post eva.. wahhaha!! i guess ol t waitin tym paid off ey.. LOL!! k.. ol u peePz tke cre aite.. and rmb.. whn u move on.. dun eva 4get the ones tt allowed u 2.. ur family and frenz.. cya sooN.. shall blog more yea=)
CRETACEOUS!!!!!!! U GUYZ ROCK!!!!!!!!!!=)

SayinG sorry- Hawthorne Heights

b4 i start i juz wanna remind ol the hockey gaLz that u guyz did ur best aite?? and yea. thrz notin u shld not b proud off.. u guyz definitely deserved 2 win and i guess the refrees' an ass.. haha! kip ur head up and make sure u guyz take tt 3rd placing.. and congratz 2 the guyz for makin it 2 the finaLs.. hopefuLLy i'll b down for ya game=)

aniwayz.. was readin karL's blog juz now and lyk it totaLi blew mi away sakz.. maaan.. damn weird i noe..but it did.. i duno y.. i guess itz juz the passion and enthusiasm that he trendsended thru his werds.. i min.. i could tell he was riLi crious bout wad he was writing and yea.. for once.. wad he wrote made sense. good on u karL..

hmmm.. wonder if i'll eva b lyk tt.. haiz.. more i come 2 tink of it.. thrz notin i'm truly passionate abt.. bsyds annoyin ppL and talkin(which is lyk the same ting) i dun tink thr iz anitinelse i'm good at.. hmm.. juz hit mi that thrz gonna b business stuff in TRM.. damn.. i suck at business.. weLL, at least ttz wad i tink i do la.. hmmm.. guess itz too late to tink ey.. juz hope for the best iz wad i usually say...

weLL.. passion.. i nid sum man.. damn.. monday.. raining and i dun evn noe if i'll b goin for trainin.. holz can b a real pain in the ass..

*duN looK back in aNger, i heard u say........

start Over- Best Interest

hey hey! i'm finally back and i'd lyk 2 start out this entry wid a few apologies.. yes.. i noe itz weird but i juz wanna do it.. umm.. first iz out 2 karL.. heY man.. i'm sry no one was thr wid ya on ur bday.. i riLi am.. hope u enjoyed KL though.. and second iz to sarrah.. ummm.. i'm sry i didn't get ya nitin at KL.. hahah! yea.. ttz bout it..

now. on2 ummm.. scrabble i guess.. it went out pretty aite.. no hiccups or wad so eva.. yea.. so kinda happy bout tt.. made a new guiness world record! haha! yea.. cooL huh.. 1000+ ppL playin scrabble at one simulateneuos tyM! pretty awesome if u asked mi.. but weirdly enuf. after the event, i did not get the feeling of sattisfaction i wanted.. haiz......

weLL.. tt was totaLi forgotten the minute i was making my way 2 KL!! yea.. ryt on the day tt scrabble ended.. we were on our way 2 KL... hahaha! it was GREAT!!!

lyk.. we bought loads of stuff and went 2 KLCC 2 c the petronas towers.. evntho it was my 2nd tym.. the sight of those buildings juz frekin blew mi away.. it felt good.. criously.. spendin tym wid my hommiez and juz havin a good tym is more thn i could eva ask 4.. THNX GUYS AND WAN'S PARENTS 4 THE AWESOME TRIP!!!=)

hmm.. i noe thr ain't much details.. ttz cuz if i start, i doubt i'll b able 2 stop.. itz onli the truth.. so yea.. wanna noe wad riLi went on.. ask us personally..

kaiz.. i'm done for 2day... gonna slack on tiz lazy sunday.. looks lyk thr izzin't gonna b much 2 do since itz rainin.. haiz... mite turn 2 bloggin ltr juz 2 pass tyM.. k.. i'M out...

*i'M lookin for tt 1 2 blow mi away.....

muscle Museum- Muse

hey hey!=) i'm back.. duh.. yea.. juz tot of bloggin wad went on 2day.. which waas mainly swimming and presentation for shai and the the rest of the teachers 2ml.. damn.. i got a prob... i dun tink i can stay in alumni la..

riLi.. itz lyk.. i got a feeling that foreva on.. shai's gonna have expectations of mi all the way.. and lyk.. he'll b expecting mi 2 heLp raise the YLDP and stuff 2 the next level.. 2gether with ppL lyK moa shen and his and my batch of ppL.. i ain't cut out for tt..

not sayin tt i'm givin up alredi but i dun lyk tt.. u get wad i min?? i dun lyk doin stuff lyk plottin direction and blah blah.. i'm more of a person hu's a do ryt now thn ting.. i luv the pressure of doin events and the probz tt arise during tt event.. im not the kind to wry bout probz tt may happen in lyk 2-3 months or evn years tyM.......

talked 2 sarrah bout it and yea.. she kinda made mi realise tt thr iz notin shai can do 2 stop mi.. but hmmm.. i duno la.. i got gay ass concience will bug mi la.. lyk u noe.. the feeling of letting sum1 down.. hmmm.. but thn agn.. i duno la.. i see how.. mayb the prob will juz go away or thr may come a point whr i ahve 2 tell shai.. haiz.. weLL thn.. now tt ttz out of the way.. wad else shld i say..

oh ya..

KarL iz GAY! haha!

yeP.. he definitely iz.. LOL! aniwayz.. chelsea against BARCA second leg ltr on.. hahaha! BARCA GONNA KICK ASS!!=) weLL.. mayb @ half tym i shaLL give super fresh updates bout it yea?? haha!=P kaiz.. i'm out ppL.. cYa!=)

p/s: OL JC PEEPZ OUT THR!! GOOD LUCK!! AND IF U FEEL ALONE IN SKOOL.. DUN WORRY.. U'LL FIND FRENZ SOON.... HAHA!=)

*i'm not the type to say i told u so...

MoVe aLong- AAR

itz fcuKin 6.55am amd i'm BLOGGIN!! hahaha!!

i hate hommiez.. we got a damn punctuality prob.. we neva eva can kip to the timing we teLL.. if we say mit @ 7.30am, u better reach @ the meeting area @ 8-8.30 cuz we all sure late.. basket.. i stay up all nyt 2 make sure i dun ovrslp thn the assholes stiL aslp!! aRgH!

aH ya.. but used 2 it also la.. k.. i go knock out.. haha! sry bout postin lame ass ramblings but it iz my blog afterall.. hah!

i'm out.. tKe crE ppL.. and hoMMiez reading.. WE GOTTA TRAIN IN PUNCTUALITY!!!

hey hey!! tot of updating bout my outing wid my frenz 2 sentosa.. it was a birthday cum gathering(duh).. maaan.. AWESOME!!! ttz the werd that comes 2 mind whn i tink of it man.. had loads and loads of FUN bebz!!

hahaha!! day started off kinda slow but thn wan got scolded for knocking over a volleyball poLL!! damn fcukin funni sakz!! lyk.. whn he kena, ol of us act as though we duno him.. haha! it was hilarious watchin wan patheticaLLy hold on to the poLL all by himself!! wahahaha!!

thn we started eatin, lpayin ol the now crap ppL normaLLy do at the beach.. and yea.. the end was cooL cuz we cut cake for vik and yea i managed 2 pay wan's and ady's mums so tt was good! haha! all turned out good and i thank all of those hu came dwn.. THNK U GUYZ!!! and yea.. HAPPI BDAY VIK!! and yea.. FAREWELL 2 MY DEAR GOOD FREN, AQILAH!! tKe cRe and ol the best for ur future endevouers(if tt iz how itz spelt=P)

and yea.. i got tourism and resort developement.. DID ANI1ELSE GET IT??!! plz do tell mi if u did cuz i'm alone sakz!! haiz.....

aniwayz.. i'm damn glad tt ol my hommies are in SP.. damn sad at the same time cuz haN-short, fahmi and KARL DIDN'T MAKE IT!! arGh!! wasted sakz.. bloody stupid MOE.. but dun wori dude.. i'm sure we're gonna stay close yea=)

kaiz.. tt abt sums everitin uP.. tKe cRe ol ad i'll update sooN..=)

ouR lives- the calling

haven't been updating have i... weLL.. sry.. laziness and i gues thr was sum1 hu actuaLi pointed 2 mi tt i dun ryt wad i riLi feel and u noe wad ppL.. i totaLi agree wid tiz person.. i can't... i can't talk about my feelings openly...

hah!

i knew it all along and yet.. i guess it juz neva occured 2 mi tt blogs r made for exactly tt.. weLL thr r those tt would disagree, but for mi, i bliv tt wad blogs are for..

so now we move on 2 y the heck do i kiP bloggin thn.. my answer.. CUZ OF BOREDOM!! haha! yea.. i guess juz 2 use up them seemingly unlimited time i have durin my holz.. trust mi.. holz r fun till u have notin 2 fcukin do animore!! many of my peepz can back mi up on tt=P

aniwayz.. 2 tiz fren of mine, and to the diligent few who take the time 2 read my lame ass blog, i doubt i'd eva b able 2 express my feelings openly.. itz juz sumtin tt i kinda have a problem doiN.. yea..

kaiz..i'M out.............