RIP my friend.

If I was your man - Bruno Mars

This is gonna be a post that's gonna be all over the place. There's soo much to catch up on because I've been through quite a little bit over the last two weeks.

Last weekend I was involved in an training that was indeed pretty awesome. I learnt quite a bit from that training but whether I'm able to apply it is the difference. During that weekend, an unfortunate event occurred. A friend who I have known since secondary school was involved in a car accident and he was the driver. He was rescued only to be declared brain dead when he reached the hospital. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. He's my age and he's name is Rammohan. When I visited him in the hospital, I saw many loved ones and many of the people from our artillery officer course was there as well. At least that was uplifting. To know that soo many loved ones were around brought me to a little bit of ease and honestly, I had the hope that maybe, just maybe he could wake up. I can't get the image of how he looked out of my head. I kept telling myself that it isn't fair. Why him? He was really such a great guy. Always there for his friends. Never trying to overdo things. He was always himself.

Unfortunately, the next day, he passed.

The conclusion I came to was that it was simply his time and that life is never something we can control. It just scares me because I'm the type to plan for thr future. This is not gonna make me stop that but I'm definitely gonna take some time to stop and smell the roses.

when this week began, I was looking forward to fixing my relationship but that wasn't to be either. The reason? Let's just say that as long as there's a mustard seed of doubt or negativity in one of the minds of the two in a relationship, no matter what happens, nothings gonna go the right way. And that is what happened here. Enough said. I'm gonna make the most of my time and just work on my life.

It's annoying that it happened because I honestly was optimistic but hey, if life always worked the way you wanted it to, then where's the challenge for us to live yea?

It's been a pretty eventful week. We also managed to book the flights and accomodations for Miami and Las Vegas so yes, 4th April to the 16th I'm gonna bid you bon voyage! At least that is something for me to be excited about :) I've moved back into my old place in Yishun so yea, I'm back to being in one of the greatest neighborhoods everrrrr. ;)

Time to get my ass of my bed and get my Sunday started. Hopefully I've got more positivity to post in my next blog.

Last but not least, Rest in Peace, Rammohan.