someday we'll know- mandy moore

i have no idea why i'm even listening to that but today i'm here to just jot down stuff i feel..

i noe.. i rarely ever do this.. in fact i only remember once that i actually put down my opinion or something close to that on life on my blog.. pretty dumb if you ask me but hey, i guess i feel a blog cant be trusted la.. heh!

well well, today was nothing spectacular.. basically my day off from work so i spent it sleeping and then met sarrah and then the guys and home.. but somehow, i felt like today was a weird kind of revelation..

today i suddenly felt like my life is filled.. like its good and that if my days were to go on like it today, i might actually die a happy man.. heh! yes, ironically i'm talking about death but i'm not gonna dwell on that, i love my life..

know what annoyed me today? its the fact that i thought it was a burden to go meet sarrah.. that it was a burden to meet the guys after i met her.. why? just why do i do that when i know in my heart that i enjoy almost every moment i spent with them? its true.. it seems that constantly i will find things to be as burden till i get to dong it and when i reflect.. like right now.. i realise how ashamed i am of my thoughts.. maybe i'm more disgusted than ashamed.. i duno.. all i know is that i'm not that wonderful of a person the more i reflect on the things i do......

but my life is good.. everything is fine.... i jsut feel its better writing it here since i rarely get anyone dropping by.. haha! i hate writing.. too darn annoying to look at cuz like my habdwriting fucking sucks.. heh!

i have no idea wh the hell i just wrote that paragraph but hey, its what i'm thinking about so i'm not gonna erase it.. hmmm.. well its nice the feeling i have now.. calmness.. like a sinner who has just confessed.. or something like that.. lol! well this is the end of my confession... and i'm gonna try to get some sleep and go RUNNING!! god knows i need to lose weight.. heh! i'm out..=)

*i'm missing you and its not just cause of those butterfly kisses...

Rehab- Amy something something( i'm listening to perfect 10, can you blame me?)

yep yep! i bloggin again!! lol!! and hmmm.. i tink i'm doing it at a pretty bad time.. hours from my exams.. as in literally, hours.. its like freakin 3.06am and my paper is at 9am.. and guess what.. you wont believe it, actually u will.. I HAVENT STUDY A FREAKING THING I TELL U!!! WTF!!!!!!!

but hey, i'm chill as usual.. somehow i keep assuring myself i'll be able to memorise everitin b4 i enter that darn exam room.. i tell u, i'm damn freaking scared of my positivity i tell u.. again and again sarrah has told me neing positive aint always a good thing, and finally, at this point.. i agree!! freaking hell!!

ok, the song now is party like a rock star.. what an ironic time to listen to that song ey.. heh! hmmm.. oh yea, i wanted to talk about the fact that i ALWAYS talk about people reading my blog.. i duno y.. but i tink that has to do with my insecurites about my writing.. its like, i really feel i'm a boring writer la.. yea.. so i guess if i can actually start writing better, i just might actually stop complementing people that read my blog..

and is it just me or does this fucking blog need a new skin... maaaan... i'm seriously doing something about it when i get the time.. and who knows, i may just create one.. again.. heh! alright.. i'm out! love ya peeps!

*and especially you, my dear..

Better than me- Hinder

Wow.. ummm.. ok.. 27th january.. that was the last time i posted yes? pretty darn long time ago ey.. heh! well ummm.. to all the faithfuls who ACTUALLY read my darn blog.. thnk u for umm.. actually bothering to bother about my lame ass blog.. trust me.. nothing i write here ever is impt.. ever.. but i do anyway cuz i got nothing better to do.. so if you fall aslp half way, i'm honoured that u actually made it that far..=P

so, how much as passed? my one year anniversary with her, my 18th birthday! National day! yea! well, thats a whole lot of stuff to talk about ey.. but i shant bore you with any of them.. All of them was awesome and like, every single one had thier special moments and i'm glad to say that i spent all of them with people that are special to me=) haha!!

well well, if i get stuff to talk about.. i'll drop by and say something yea? but for now, i tink this is a nice to warm up.. who knows, i may actually go back to talking about stuff that is related to neither my life nor yours..

for now, i'm outta here..

ps, if you made it this far, please tag so i know just exactly how people gice a damn about my blog.. lol!=P

Hopless Love- Daphne Loves Derby

for one thing, that is not what i'm getting ryt now.. my love all but hopeless.. heh! guess i just like tha band.. god noes.. aniways, just felt like i got people like joe and diana to thank for the past few days for helping me thru muggin for the exams.. though i still have yet to study for PTH or GGT.. i got a good feeling i'll get to it soon enough..

so how about that dear? i'm actually studyin! lol! ok la.. mayb i'm not like muggin for 24 hrs but i guess 4 hours out of a day is pretty awesome as well..=)

hmmm.. i'd also like to say sry to cyn for cancelling on nasi cuz like we were supposed to spend the nyt at wan's house.. it was the normal board game night whic included with loads of laughter and annoying gay shit.. heh! its funny how i actually thank god for those dudes..

well thats about it for 2nyt.. weird how i said i'd rarely blog in my previous entry.. i guess i am seriously fickle minded.. heh! someone says i gotta be more decisive.. mayb i should try it out..

well i'm out.. take care peeps/ whoever actually reads my blog..

*i could be holding you for an enternity but somehow it'll still feel like only minutes have past..

tell me where it hurts- MYMP

thnk karl for the song.. lol.. its emo and nice.. and yes, i still have exams coming up and i have no fucking idea wad i'm doing here.. i really should get shot..

hmmm, PACC is still a bother but i hope i'll overcome it.. found a new nemesis though.. stats.. realise i dunno shit about it.. mayb i really should have gone JC.. thn agn, i'd most probably end up the same la.. i'm waay to fucking lazy.. and yet i rarely do anitin about it..

hon, i guess u're ryt.. heh! aniways, i'm off to TRY and study.. wish me luck.. god knows who the hell i'm evn talkin to.. i doubt ani1 reads my dumbass entries.. oh well, its too late to realise that now aint it.. haha!!

okok.. i'm out..

Through the glass- Stone Sour

ok.. freaking long tym since i last blogged but i dun cre.. i just wanna ask y the heck i'm such a lazy bastard.. damn it.. i keep telling myself that i need to study but i can't come to it..

loads has happened my life in the past few months.. but they're behind me and i dun really wanna go back to thiking about them.. all thats important is that i still love her, my family and of course my frens..

my new year's resolution? be a better person on the whole.. i got loads of catching up to do emotionally, psychologically and in my attitude.. god... life can be a hassel ey?

but thank god its been good to me soo far.. For that i have all to thank.. i do hope it'll be a splendid 2007 for you, me and whoeverelse needs my hope.. and good luck to all the ppl taking the upcoming exams and shit.. heh! i do seriously hope i dun fucking fail PACC.. heh! tt would be a real pain in the ass..

yes yes, its nice to write down here once in a while.. though i doubt i'll do it often.. haiz.. sorry.. ok.. im out.. cya peeps...

Just got the new galaticos jersey!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahha!!






heh! awesome ey! i like it la.. hahah! best jersey soo far.. so yea, indulge in the photos of me in galaticos' red hot jersey!=)

and yes, i'm shameless.. hahaha! tke cre peeps.. shall blog more crap soon..=)

lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off- Panic! at the Disco

hah! yea yea.. i noe.. long song.. hahah! but wadever.. its nice.. heh! and up to today i have no idea why the heck they have a god damn exclaimation mark.. and i have no idea what god has to do it either.. hahah! ok.. well it sounded funny in head.. lol!

So i see my survey was well received.. THANX TO ALL THOSE THAT DID IT!! you guys rock! except for karl.. he's soo dumb he put the text in the same colour as his background.. WTF DUDE!

Weeeellll.. today was GGT MST and it was good.. think i'll at least pass.. hah! not the same for diana though.. she's freakin hilarious.. We were in the train talking about it when this happened:

Me: so you where's Hong Kong diana?
Diana: OH! that one i draw la..
Me: WHAT??!! its right there on the paper la! why you draw?
Diana: Oh really ah?*then proceeds to bang her head on the MRT pole*

wahahahhah!! hilarious i tell you.. heh! my class cracks me up.. they rili can make a grey sky blue.. heh! DTRM 04' you guys ROCK!=)

So i was studying with sarrah as well and it was cool cause she ACTUALLY did work.. shocked? so am i.. lol!! but yea, it was nice studyin with ya hon! onli cause you bought fries.. hahahaha!! weird incident where this super loud gal was shouting while talking on the phone.. Freaking dumb.. police all came down.. fuckin weird sakz.. and she annoying too....

Well, loads of stuff happened.. now that that's all blogged.. time to look forward to 2ml i guess.. i should i say today.. its 1.56am and i'm wishing all O levellers SUPER HUMONGOUS GOOD LUCK!! heh! and yes, good luck to MST-ers as well.. may we all be blessed with the motivation to keep studying till we get old enough to work and die happy.. god.. why do we put ourselves thru this...=P

I wanna end this saying that life aint what we always want it to be.. but when it is, we want change.. dumb i know.. btw karl, i tink your quote is way fucking nicer.. it goes,

"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forward"

i guess it simply means we'll never figure life out.. so don't try.. lol! out!=)

*truth be told, i feel freely guilty......

Dakota- Stereophonics

Sorry i took soo long darky but yea, i finally did it!! yay!! wahahahha!! enjoy people=)

1) How old do you wish you were?
seventeen.. no change.. dun wanna b older.. and i dun wanna do O's agn, ever..

2) Where were you when 9/11 happened?
hmmm.. playing soccer i suppose.. i remember vividly the plane crashin into the towers but i was thinkin it was just a normal accident..*maaa i was dumb..*

3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
i fuckin kick the shit outta it.. LOL!!

4) Do you count yourself kind?
YES! though i bet sarrah, sam, vik and all my frens would beg to differ=P

5) If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
left shoulder blade.. however price can dramatically changes deisre... lol!

6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
tagalog, i got a feeling loads of comments are gonna pop up cause of this.. and yea, french too..

7) Do you know your neighbors?
yes, no, yes.. for my 3 respective neighbours

8) What do you consider a vacation?
relaxation and not hearing the words,"nigel, i need you back in skool"

9) Do you follow your horoscope?
nah.

10) Would you move for the person you loved?
no, i didnt the last time now did i.. heh!

11) Are you touchy feely?
ummm.. i guess?

12) Do you believe that opposites attract?
duh!(me and her, black and white, smart and super dumb)=P

13) Dream job?
author, at job that can be done at home on your own schedule..

14) Favorite channel(s)?
channel 5, axn, starworld, super sports, ESPN, i could go on forever...

15) Favorite place to go on weekends?
anywhere, as well its with cool company

16) Showers or Baths?
showers.. saves time, and water..=)

17) Do you paint your nails?
nope.

18) Do you trust people easily?
not really

19) What are your phobias?
ummm.. i dun like bats and crabs.. heh!

20) Do you want kids?
yes yes=) 2 would be great..

21) Do you keep a handwritten journal?
no freaking way.. heh! cant imagine if all my thought got read by my bro.. lol!

22) Where would you rather be right now?
lying next to her..

23) Who makes you feel warm and fuzzy?
family and her..

24) Heavy or light sleeper?
depends on the location..

25) Are you paranoid?
yes, very..

26) Are you impatient?
nah.. in fact waiting's 1 one my past times.. lol!

27) Who can you relate to?
parents, her, my bros(hommies and real bro of course)

28) How do you feel about interracial couples?
well i'm a FULL support for em!! MIX THEM ALL UP!! wahahaha!!

29) Have you been burned by love?
yes.........

30) What's your favorite pick-up line?
hmmm.. well its not mine but i tink saying, "i've lost my number can i have yours" is the most despo freakin line i've heard.. hahaha!!

31) What's your main ring tone on your mobile?
A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More Touch Me- Fall Out Boys..

32) What were you doing at midnight last night?
i was crapping with her..

33) What did the last text on your cellphone say?
ummm.. kk hon. Enjoy yourself! Muaks! haha.. heh! ok.. tt was weird.. lol!!

34) Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
my parents.. wtf! mine! DUH!

35) What color shirt are you wearing?
shirtless! therefore brown, but once again alot would beg to differ now wouldn't they..

36) Most recent movie you watched?
ummm.. One Piece? heh!

37) Name three things you have on you at all times?
my ear stud, my wristband and ummm.. my freaky long fingers..

38) What color are your bed sheets?
bluish- yellow.. yes.. ugh..

39) How much cash do you have on you right now?
big fat lump sum of $0!! heh!=P

40) What is your favorite part of the chicken?
breast! excuse me but its the question's fault.. lol!

41) What's your favorite town/city?
yishun, singapore.. though i do love new zealand as well..

42) I can't wait till...
i grow up, be a dad, have two kids and a loving wife. heh! yes, i'm sappy and gay.=P

43) What did you have for dinner last night?
mee goreng pedas with no onion. Put mutton and add mata lembu!!

44) How tall are you barefoot?
1.8 i tink..

45) Do you own a gun?
nah.. though i wish i did..heh!

46) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
MILO!! hot or cold it dun matter..

47) Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?
hopefully travelling the world with my dearly beloved..

48) Last thing you ate?
M&Ms!!

49) What songs do you sing in the shower?
ummm.. tts between me and my darn shower.. heh!

50) Last thing that made you laugh?
marc, vik, ghaz and wan's dad.. they crack me up..

51) Worst injury you've ever had?
well, all over.. had a few twisted ankles, broken toe and stiff knees..

52) Does someone have a crush on you?
maybe.. are you allowed to know if they do?=P

53) What's your favorite candy?
SUGARY SWEETS!!

54) What song do you want played at your funeral?
Jimmy Eats World- Hear You Me

55) Five random people to do this! and why?
KARL- GOT YOU BACK BITCH!
cyn- coz i miss her
sam- cos she actualli has a blog! heh!
DIANA!!- coz she's got a freakin blog filled with waaayy to many pics
jazreel- provided you do these kinda stuff=)

Sweetness- Jimmy Eats World

heh! its freakin 5.35 and i'm still awake.. damn.. got a match against MM ltr.. wonder if we'll will win not.. haiz.. scary.. i wonder y i always blog b4 a big match.. hmmm..heh! coincidence i guess..

Aniways, was at wan's hse just now abt 12 or so just chilin and crapping.. oh yes, swiiming as well!! hahaha!! it was fun sakz! i min like, it was gay la.. four guys in the freakin cold swimming pool but nonetheless fun.. hahahah!! wan's dad was entertaining us wid his jokes bout movin in and all and he was actually a pretty good host=)credits to him man! rock on...

so ryt, now tt tt's ovr wid, i wonder wadelse i shld crap about.. hmmm.. well 5 more days.. dang.. 4th month.. i'm freakin out cuz i have no idea wad to get her.. i wonder if she'll read this.. heh! dang i miss her.. wait, i just saw her yesterday... lol!

i doubt i'll b off to slp.. most pob generals and thn match str8 after.. god, the unnecessary loss of slp i put myself thru.. fuck..

*you got me fooled, though i denied it.. ass..*