26th

i wanted.. i wanted you to stay...

weLL.. itz juz ended.. yea.. 26th has passed by and gone.. i tried hard 2 ignore it, but.. itz impossible.. i can't.. itz juz cumtin i can't 4get.. i'm sori 2 those who visited lookin for sumtin interestin and upbeat 2 read cuz 2day.. ol u're gonna hear r the werds of a heart ttz tryin hard 2 learn 2 let go..

i'm not gonna lie.. itz difficult ppL.. whn u've gone thru wad i've gone thru.. havin it ol and thn realise tt itz gone, and tt u can neva have it back agn, or in my case for the next four years.. u juz begin 2 tink of loads of tingz u noe and ur mind iz neva in constant peace.. heck, tiLL 2day itz stiLL wonderin wad the heLL juz happened and y it did.. i guess the reason y she left will alwaYz b sumtin i'd wonder but i gotta except the fact ttZ she gone la.. damn..

so far for far too long..

i tot i could handle it.. i thought i'd b strong enuff.. but.. haiz.. i guess. i noe.. no.. i tink.. she'll find sum1 thr way better thn mi.. yeA.. hu noez.. i may 2.. but i doubt so.. aniwayz.. ppL.. leasson learnt?? alwaYz enjoy everi single moment to the fuLLest cuz u'll neva noe whn they might juz not b apart of ur lyF.. howeva.. i live wid no regretz.. i bliv wad has happened iz meant 2.. guess we juz have 2 c how it all plaYz out.. kaiz.. back 2 emoin' i go.. loLz.. tKe Cre peePz.. and dun woRi.. i'll b juz fyN.. i noe i wiLL.. ouT..

you have been the 1.. you have been the 1 for me....

*TNI my freN..